You could be with me make a memory...

Today was beyond excellent. I hung out with Devin, Acacia, and Hillary and we had A LOT of fun. Running through sprinklers isn't just for kids. Neither are playgrounds. That's keeping it PG right there. Lol. Everytime Acacia and Hillary and I talk about summer my excitement just builds until I fear it may become uncontainable. That's not necessarily a bad thing, though. It's a good thing most of my courses are electives, next year. I don't plan on being a good example of sobriety and modesty. Prudent living is NOT on my to-do list for my senior year. Partying, however, is well up there. Shallow?
Does it sound like I care?

Happy birthday to me!!!

Today was an interesting event. I got a lot of wall posts on Facebook, that's for sure, and a million phone calls. What's disappointing though is that one of my close friends actually forgot it was my birthday. Why do I care? I have no idea. I'm over it though, he felt bad. Yes that's why I'm over it. If he didn't care I would be upset, but let's not play "what if". I saw this really cute guy today in the hall by my locker. He totally caught me checking him out but then when I walked away my friend caught him looking. So basically I was pleased. I'm so excited for summer and my anticipation seems to increase as the days remaining grow fewer. The weather was incredibly fair today, it was hotter than hell actually. So I was wearing a really pretty dress today that has an partially open back that ties up. I was walking down the stairs after my French class with two of my friends, and one of them undid the tie. I was like, whatever haha I can do it back up, no big deal. Then she unsnapped my bra and I flashed a group of guys walking behind us when I turned around in shock. How pleasant. So I stood there cupping my chest while she did it back up and I reddened with embarassment. I don't embarass easily. But let's face it I FLASHED a large group of guys! Guys I don't even really know! Guys that I have to go to school with! But afterwards it was funny.
Birthdays can be full of surprises, but I think it's important to remember that so is life. That's what makes things interesting. Would I want everything to be the same all the time?
Umm boring.

My first time...

I had a blog, but that was yesterday and this is now. And how vastly the former differs. It's my seventeenth birthday on Tuesday the 26th. What does that mean to me? Basically, that the past year has flown at warp speed and I'm only now catching my breath; that I feel a strange sense of sorrow for the loss of 16, although I'm certainly glad to be done with it; that I'm a year older; most importantly, that absolutely everything has changed, and will continue to do so. Life can be crazy and at times it seems that one can't help but follow its example. It's even harder to maintain sanity when living under the microscope that is and forever will be highschool; inescapable and inglorious. Perhaps this year will bring a cornicopia of discoveries but more likely adversities. However, that is daunting and I refuse to entertain such prospects at this time. Why? Because it's seriously depressing, duh. So this is moving on. This is a fresh start. How lucky I must be, because I seem to be getting a lot of them these days. The trick is how to live without needing a restart button. I'll get right on that.