Why would he feel it necessary to send me a message? We haven't talked for a while, probably over 2 months, and tonight I got a Facebook message asking me how my summer is and saying he misses me. Yeah. Right. Nice. I am SO not getting sucked back into liking him. I'm sure that isn't his intention but I know that it would be so easy a thing to have happen. Do I miss him? I didn't say that I did when I replied. I said it was weird not having him around. And it is. Definitely. I wonder how he will take that. Probably just as it is. I guess that's one thing that I've been envious of; he doesn't analyze or dramatize. I don't know if that's just a guy thing or what the deal is. In any case, he's lucky that he never dug deeper because then of course he would probably be more unsettled by the entire episode.
On another note... I need to get out of the house and have some goddamn fun. I'm going crazy. I love my nephews to DEATH more than ANYTHING in the ENTIRE WORLD. No kidding. But there is a part of me that really likes to go out and party and have fun, and that is the part that my weekend is at war with. My sister-in-law called me moments ago and asked if I was having fun. Of course I said. Ezekiel is a real sweety. Are you dropping e-bombs? lol. YEPP I SURE AM.
No, not actually, of course. But I kind of wish. Not while Ezekiel is staying here, but just in general. Most of the time. Uh-oh.
I guess we'll see.
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