How many people have I hurt on the way to 'right'? How many lives have I affected and altered carelessly while trying to find myself. I was reckless. And it was not until today that I realized this.
Minutes ago, I was cleaning out my desk (which is a catastrophe)which requires a serious amount of rifling. In this process, I found many love letters and poems and notes, and I felt so sad. I felt sad for the people who I liked for only a short time and people who I led on. Worse for the few that I ended up in relationships with.
All false.
And now, happier than ever, I'm finally in a place where I am able to look back and feel great remorse. I learned a lot in those preceeding years, but at what cost?
Who of us has not been loved and not given it in return?
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