4 Months♥

Jesse and I have officially been together 4 months as of today. There's also 17 days left until he's home. What do these 2 numbers add up to? A LOT OF MISSING HIM

Blood Drunk is in Fredericton right now. 4 hours ahead. And they're headed to St.John's today.

Turns out, this only gets easier during the daytime. Once the sun goes down, it feels like the same empty bullshit that I've been dealing with for the past 12 days. Ugh. Almost 2 weeks. Now that it's under a month, when people hear how long is left before he's back, I get this "give me a break" expression. Apparently most people don't mind being separated from their boyfriends and husbands. That's fucking sad in my eyes. I guess we should get used to being the exception. But the great thing is, we both just have the idea that this is how it SHOULD be.

We don't try. We just ARE.
I've had friends talk to me about how relationships are sooooo much work and take so much time and effort and it's really just not worth it sometimes. It's hard, they say. When I'm involuntarily part of these conversations, I feel like an impostor. I try to contribute and sympathize with these girls, but I can't fake it. Our relationship has always happened naturally and we effortlessly maintain a healthy balance. We respect each other, we understand and support each other, we have fun. If you love someone, you make it work. When someone is the most important person in your life, you should WANT to make time for them and take care of them. But I guess not everyone feels that way.
And who am I to judge that?

I AM, however, extremely grateful♥